• 5:46 PM, Wednesday, March 24, 2010

This blog shall officially be my story blog.

• 7:27 PM, Monday, March 16, 2009

Recently being addicted to the anime named as Macross Frontier...
Just finish the whole anime...
Their songs are nice!!! XD
And now currently watching Soul Eater.
That one is funny... Haha
Now posting the lyrics of the two songs in my blog, Lion, by May'n and Megumi Nakajima, and the song Northern Cross by May'n!

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Lion (Jap)

Hoshi wo mawase sekai no mannaka de
Kushamisureba doko ka no mori de chou ga ranbu
Kimi ga mamoru DOA no kagi detarame
Hazukashii monogatari
Nameatte mo raion wa tsuyoi

Ikinokoritai
Ikinokoritai
Mada ikiteitaku naru
Seiza no michibiki de ima, mitsumeatta

Ikinokoritai
Tohou ni kurete
Kirari karete yuku
Honki no karada misetsukeru made
Watashi nemuranai

Kaze wa yagate higashi e mukau darou
Koukiatsu kono hoshi no doa wo osou
Sasoimizu wo nonda mune ga tsurai
Toomaki na monogatari
Kajiriau hone no oku made

Ikinokoritai
Ikinokoritai
Mada ikite itaku naru
Seiza no michibiki de ima, mitsumeatta

Ikinokoritai
Tohou ni kurete
Kirari karete yuku
Honki no karada misetsukeru made
Watashi nemuranai

Nani shi ni umareta no
Nani shi ni koko ni iru

Ikinokoritai
Umaranai kizu
Hikari osoreteta
Yurusaretai inochi ga ima, hikareatta

Samayoi hatete
Kimi no tonari de hoteri shizumetai
Honki no karada misetsukeru made
Watashi nemuranai

Ikinokoritai
Gakeppuchi de ii
Kimi wo aishiteru
Mezametai inochi ga ima, hikareatta

Kyouki ni kaete
Inori sasagu yo
Kimi wo aishiteru
Seiza no michibiki de…

Ikinokoritai
Mada ikitetai
Kimi wo aishiteru
Honki no kokoro misetsukeru made
Watashi nemuranai

Lion (Eng)

Go around the stars, right in the middle of the world
When I sneeze, butterflies flutter wildly in a forest somewhere
It’s not certain for you to protect the key to the door
Even if he tastes an embarrassing story
The lion is strong

I want to survive
I want to survive
I feel like I still want to live
By the guidance of the constellations, we gazed at each other just now

I want to survive
I become at lost at what to do
And wither away in a sparkle
Until I show off my serious self
I won’t sleep

The wind will head toward the East before long, right?
The high atmospheric pressure attacks the glaciers of this planet
My chest that drank the priming water feels painful
A story closes in from afar
And gnaws on you, deep into your bones

I want to survive
I want to survive
I feel like I still want to live
By the guidance of the constellations, we gazed at each other just now

I want to survive
I become at lost at what to do
And wither away in a sparkle
Until I show off my serious self
I won’t sleep

What was I born to do?
What am I here to do?

I want to survive
My unburied wounds
Feared the light
Our lives, which want to be allowed, attracted each other just now

My wandering is over
I’m next to you and I want to quell my blushing
Until I show off my serious self
I won’t sleep

I want to survive
I’m fine with being on the edge of a cliff
I love you
Our lives, which want to awaken, enticed each other just now

Instead of madness
I offer a prayer
I love you
By the guidance of the constellations…

I want to survive
I still want to live
I love you
Until I show off my serious heart
I won’t sleep

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Northern Cross (Jap)

Tabi no hajimari wa mou omoidasenai
Kizuitara koko ni ita
Kisetsu ga yabukete mihakken sekigaisen
Kanjiru me ga maigo ni naru

Tabun ushinau no da
Inochigake no omoi
Tatakau you ni koishita
Hitasura ni yume o hotta
Sono hoshi ni oritakatta
Kimi no sora tobitakatta

Dareka kuukyo no rinkaku o sotto nadete kurenai ka
Mune no kodou ni ketobasarete korogarideta ai no kotoba
Dakedo komatta na kotae ga nai
Shukumei ni haritsukerareta hokkyokusei ga moeteru
Kimi o kakimushitte nigoraseta
Na no ni karen ni warau toko suki datta yo

Kimi ga inai nara imi nante naku naru kara
Hito wa zenbu kiereba ii
Ai ga naku nareba kokoro datte iranai kara
Kono sekai mo kiete shimae

Zutto kurushikatta
Inochigake no deai
Mogaku you ni yumemita
Yamikumo ni te o nobashita
Sono mune ni kikitakatta
Kimi to niji kaketakatta

Dareka yoake no kanshou de gyutto daite kurenai ka
Yume no kidou ni hajikarete tobichiru dake no ai no namida
Sore ga mukidashi no itami de mo ii
Shukumei ni yobimodosareta hokkyokusei ga naiteru
Douse meiro ikinuku nara
Kimi o tsukiru made aishite shinitai yo

Soshite hajimaru no da
Inochigake no owari
Tatakau you ni aishita
Gushagusha ni yume o ketta
Sono hoshi ni hatetakatta
Kimi no sora sakitakatta

Dareka kuukyo no rinkaku o sotto nadete kurenai ka
Toki no hadou ni kakikesarete
Sukuenakatta ai no kotoba
Dakara mou ichido kotae ga hoshii
Shukumei ni haritsukerareta hokkyokusei ga moeteru
Kimi o kakimushitte nigoraseta
Na no ni karen ni warau toko suki datta yo

Kimi o kakimushitte nigoraseta
Na no ni karen ni warau toko suki datta yo

Northern Cross (Eng)

I can’t recall the beginning of my journey anymore
When I noticed it, I was here
The seasons tear apart and my eyes that feel
The undiscovered infrared ray become lost

I’ll probably lose
My desperate thoughtsI fell in love as if it’s war
I earnestly dug up my dreams
I wanted to land on your planet
I wanted to fly through your space

Won’t someone please softly stroke the outline of the void?
Kicked away by the pounding in my chest, the words of love tumbled out
But isn’t that problematic? There’s no answer
Crucified by fate, the Northern Star is burning
I scratched you out and made you a cloudy blur
But still, I once loved how you laughed sweetly

Because there will be no meaning if you are gone
So all people should disappear
Because I don’t even need my heart when there is no love
So this world, too- Go away

Our desperate meetings
Were always painful
I dreamed as if struggling
I reached out my hands recklessly
I wanted to listen to your heart
I wanted to build a rainbow with you

Won’t someone please embrace me tightly with the sentiments of daybreak?
Splattered by the orbit of dreams, the tears of love merely scatter
Even if it’s a bare pain, I’m fine with it
Called back by fate, the Northern Star is crying
If I somehow survive through the labyrinth
Then I want to love and die for you until you perish

And then the desperate finale
Will begin
I loved as if it’s war
I kicked my dreams into ruins
I wanted to end on your planet
I wanted to bloom in your space

Won’t someone please softly stroke the outline of the void?
The words of love that couldn’t be saved
Were erased by the waves of time
So I want the answer once more
Crucified by fate, the Northern Star is burning
I scratched you out and made you a cloudy blur
But still, I once loved how you laughed sweetly

I scratched you out and made you a cloudy blur
But still, I once loved how you laughed sweetly

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Hope you enjoy the songs! ^_^

- signed off by Hikari Hayate

• 12:11 PM, Sunday, March 15, 2009

Its been a long time since I last updated! XD
But its okay since no one will come and read it, I guess...
But I dont care! XD
Anyways, I had my cosplay photo-shoot yesterday!!
And now I'm totally get addicted to it, and I'm posting it in here!! XD

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To, my Love_ ッキ【咎狗の血】

Preview:

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遇见你前
Before Knowing You

我只是一个懦弱，落魄的人
I’m just a weak, pathetic person

遇见你后
After knowing you

我想变强，以我的方式来保护你
I want to be strong, using my way to protect you

及时将我的双手沾满了肮脏的鲜红血液
Even if my hands will be stained by those dirty crimson blood

致，我的挚爱「明」……
To, my dearest Akira ... ... With Love.

The END. . .

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It's weird and Yucky and Sucky, right?

I knew it!! ><

Ah!!!

SO embarassing~

- signed off by Hayate Hikari with weird comments about herself_

• 10:03 PM, Monday, March 09, 2009

The sky had cried for almost for the whole day...
LOL.
I wonder why...
And this make me feel really cold...
Even though I quite like cold weather, but TODAY'S WEATHER IS TOO COLD!!!
It had been started raining from 11+ to around 5+...
That was long...
And it was cold, when I come out from school, as the cold wind blew towards me and my friends...
Dang it, I want a sweater.

Okay, what am I typing...?
Dont ask me why...
Maybe it is because my mind turn crazy due to common tests and more class tests...

MARCH HOLIDAY IS COMING YET THERE IS SO MUCH TESTS AND I STILL NEED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL....!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT KIND OF THEORY IS THIS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
MARCH HOLIDAY IS TO ENJOY THE HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOT FOR DOING HOMEWORK AND BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why am I behaving like Gintama's characters....?
Maybe because of tests and blah caused my mind to turn like this...
So many things need to do, but so little time to complete it...
WHAT THE HELL.

- - -

i'm crazy. - Hikari Hayate

• 1:50 PM, Sunday, March 01, 2009

Ebullient Future - Ef - A Tales of Melodies

Love, I’ve got to feel it
If you put your trust in me
I know what my life would be
Oh, you are all I ever need

I try to hear what you say
So I pray
But you’re fading away
Don’t go and break my fragile heart
We won’t fall apart
‘Cause you’re my only star

I wonder why my tears come at night
Calling you, so like a little child
All the things you have in mind
I wish I could see your insides

I feel alone and empty
You’re far, that’s why I can’t bear to be
Move on, but it’s not that easy
Oh, don’t you know I still believe

No one can stand in your way
Here I stay
There’ll be another day
Won’t cry and get rid of scars
Always in my heart
Gotta find a way to start

How am I supposed to know what’s right
Missing you, and I do lose my mind
Just wanna be by your side
I will wait for your love and smile

I’ve been thinking of you, my dream…
Every time I take a breath, feel brand new
Open up your heart with my key
Oh, can’t you hear my heartbeat

My love, you’ve got to feel it
And if we put our trust in you and me
You know what our lives would be
Oh, you are the one I believe

• 9:46 PM, Friday, February 27, 2009

Blood-Red Chain Die X Kaine KAINE ONE SHOT

Years passes by since that day, when I first met Kaine.

Both of us were in the same class, he was a good student, while I'm a bad one.

That is the reason why I didn't take note of him.

Until I saw that scene... Any place but there.

- - -

Kaine was kissing a guy, after that guy gave him money.

He saw me, and looked into my eyes while I'm just stone at my place.

Soon, the guy was gone, and he was right in front of me.

"Don't tell anyone about this, okay?"

He said, as he winked at me and walked away.

I'm still there, looking at his back's view.

On the next day, he resumed to his 'Good Student' act, like nothing had happened yesterday.

I put my gaze on him, he noticed it, and winked at me secretly.

But I quickly turned my gaze away when he do that.

But after I saw that scene, I can't help looking at Kaine.

"Hey, Dai, who are you looking at? Kaine? A one of our goody goody student in class... Why are you looking at him for?"

Shin, my friend, asked me while I just shooked my head and say nothing.

Just that... Something about him attracts me...

- - -

After that day onward, my gaze had fixed on him.

"Hey Dai, don't tell me that you're attracted to that goody goody Kaine...?"

Shin asked me.

I can't answer his question, due to the fact that I do not know too.

"... I, don't know."

"Eh... Really? I don't think so! Ya'll know, it's okay to fall for the same gender. It's nothing to be feel awkard about! You can fall for whoever you like but please spare me, I'm not a gay!"

When I heard what Shin said, I quickly shot up from the floor and looked at Shin.

"What do you treated me for?! A gay?! Oh please, I'm straight!"

"Okay, okay! Chill!"

Shin laughed, while I just ignored him and laid back on the floor.

Shin's words still revolving in my mind, even though the day had gone.

Am I really a gay and fall for Kaine?

I shook my head to get rid of that thought.

As more days passes by, I found out that it was his emerald green eyes attracted me.

"I say, why are you covering your face with your fringes? It's a wasting to cover those beautiful emerald green eyes."

I shouted in the class one day, while Kaine looked at me with a mild-shock look, as Shin teased me on that issue.

Soon, I had a idea of forming a band.

"Hey Kaine, stop doing those things. Be my band's vocalist."

I stopped in front of him and said.

"Why do you choose me?"

"Because we need a beautiful face like you to be the vocalist to attract fans!"

I said, as the corner of his lips rose.

"Okay."

And soon, our band, Endorphines, was formed.

- - -

For the sake of the band, all the members except Kaine changed name, and we had new member came in our band too.

I changed my name Dai to Die, Shin changed his name to Sin, and the new member's name is Raichi.

Kaine was the vocalist, I'm the Guitarist and backing vocalist, Raichi took over the bass and backing vocalist, while Sin took the place of the Drumer.

Our talents were found by a company, soon, we came out with a album and became popular, and Kaine became proud and arrogant.

There is a reason behind all this, and I'm the only one who knew the reason.

And I'm the only one who truly loved him as a whole person of him, not as a singer, not because of his look, but his whole person.

I'm his only friend, so I can't leave him alone, even if the whole world loved him till wanting to kill him or hated him till wanting to kill him.

- - -

Kaine had a car accident.

He lost all his memories and thought like his younger brother, Ayase.

Both of us solved all the mysteries and found out that our producer, Oda-san, was the mastermind of all those things, the assasination of Kaine.

"Die... Do you know? Kaine was a person who can't express what he really meant... If he could choose, he would rather choose that you will hate him forever, than being forgotten by you..."

"This little minor thing, I understand."

I said, as his tears streamed down his beautiful face.

By the time I knew, he shot his forehead with the gun that had always been with him.

"KAINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I shouted out.

I'm being fooled by him, once again.

This is the only show that he, Kaine, would perform.

You would always smile and broke our promise, like no other thing.

"... Kaine."

- - -

"Die...?"

"What is it, Kaine?"

"I had a nightmare... What's actually the reality? I dreamed that I burned my mother, killed my younger brother... Everyone hated me and wanting to kill me... In the end, I killed myself..."

"It's a dream... Everything is just a dream, Kaine... The reality, is now..."

"... Really...?"

"Yes."

Kaine's tears formed at the corner of his eyes and dropped.

I reached out my hand and wipe it away.

Kaine, do you know?

I couldn't hate you.

You once said that you're chained by me and the band, but you're wrong.

I'm the actually one who are being chained by you, with that blood-red chain of yours.

END#

• 1:25 PM, Sunday, January 18, 2009

Ah hahahahaha...
it's been a long time since i actually posted.
but who cares, since there's nobody could come and see my blog anyway.
I'm posting for fun too.
hm...
latest news (not really):
1) From Sop 1, I dropped to Alto 2
2) I gotten my cosplay clothes, and maybe wearing it to SOY (Start of Year)
3) Maybe getting a Ciel Phantomhive clothes as next year cosplay
4) I've finished all the chapter of House of the Dead, maybe going to play again, someday.
5) Brought new mangas (as usual)
6) Currently addicted to those bishounen in Amatsuki (Especially Bonten)
7) Trying to wear my red coloured contact lense
8) Get a A1 for my chinese O' level.
9) Get ready for N' level
10) Still hoping all the wishes in my wishlist could come true, and now adding more wishes into my wishlist, but currently doesn't wish and lazy to edit it anyway.
11) Still hoping on writing a damn SM, sadist stories.
12) Still hoping time could pass faster
13) Manage to brought The Sliver Area book 2 and Monochrome Factor book 6
14) Wish Fujoshi Kanojo came out book 2 as fast as it could

and continues with the blah~

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Fine, I know i'm spouting stupid nonsense now, so ignore me.
And god knows why, something had been bothering me since yesterday.
But still, you could blame my laziness, I'm too lazy to type it out and currently does not have the feeling to type anything anymore, so bye bye.

- Signed off by Hayate Hikari, dashed off to read Amatsuki manga version.

P.S. Bonten, Tokidoki, Kuchiha, Kou is <3