• 4:24 PM, Saturday, December 16, 2006

* 17 *

I waited... Waited for him to go back to his seat...

And I felt that he was not beside me anymore, I began to raised my head slowly...

I found a piece of tissue on the table.

I think it was from Shao Heng...

He was still as thoughtful as he always was...

I took the tissue and wipe my own face...

During lesson time, I could not concentrate...

Shao Heng's face kept running in my mind,

and those happy memories with him were running too.

I shakes my head to erase those things from running in my mind, but I failed.

Even though I had shaked my head off, but those things were still in my mind...

I can't stop it from running in my mind...

What should I do...? Can anyone tell me?

... What...? You tell me to go brain wash or go drown myself in the water...?!

... Are you crazy?! Drown myself?! Hey!

I'm very depress now and you still make this kind of joke?!

Are you heartless or are you still a human?!

... Fightning with you is... Making me worst.

I had asked wrong people.

After the bell rang, and all people began to pack their bags,

I pack mine as fast as I could, and ran out to class.

My brother saw me and chases me.

[ Hey! Wait for me! ]

[ Let me be alone, brother... Please? ]

[ All right... Who asked you was my precious little sister... ]

[ Thanks, brother! ]

And I ran up to the roof top.

The scenery from the roof top was beautiful.

So, I took out my handphone and took a picture of it.

Looking at these scenery make my feeling calm...

So, that's why I loved to come here whenever I was feeling sad...

[ Shao Heng is going to overseas next term... ] I thought...

And, I began to cry again. I can't stop my tears from streaming down...

What was this feeling...? Why my heart felt so...

So pain, and it was as if there's blood dripping out; and it was in pieces...

So, I closed my eyes... My legs was as if can't carry my weight anymore, and I fell...

The fall does not hurt more than my heart...

I began hug my knees and cry more louder than just down...

I wished... There's someone come and confort me...

And it was Shao Heng...

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... Long time nv rite...

Don't care la... Since there no one reading it...

I tink the story going to end at 20...

And it's going to end soon, and another new story will be pulished on this blog.

..... K... BB...

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