• 5:06 PM, Tuesday, July 24, 2007

AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
THAT FREAKING TAKI AIZAWA AND MR K (CLAUDE) FROM GRAVITATION IS AS THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS ME~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
WTF~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
HAIZ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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My favourite Couple in Gravitation!

-Yuki Eiri and Shuichi Shindo
-Ayaka and 'Hiro' (Hiroshi)
-Mika Usegu and Tohma Seguchi

but if is the one i make, is...

`Shuichi Shindo and Haine K. Seguchi (new character = i make)
`Yuki Eiri and Kirarin Yusuke
`Ayaka and 'Hiro' (Hiroshi)
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today went to a disable home.
quite fun in there.
lots of BALLS, SHOUTING, PUZZLES, DRAWING EQUIMENT.
pauline screamed when ball when ROLLING toward her.
lol.
I WAS BESIDE HER AND SHE SCREAM!
omg.
me, saiful, the people who was beside kept our ear(s) close.
...
a ball, rolling, pauline screaming.
crappy.
then at bus, almost all were sleeping, as, playing with them were really sort of tiring thing to do.
but, seeing them laughing, it's felt like very... can't describable.
oh well, i'm boring.
i go read fan-fiction now.
bye.

• 8:22 PM, Monday, July 23, 2007

today is Daphne, Sok Fang, The guy who act Harry Potter (sorry, i forget his name) and Sasuke's birthday.
woah.
so many people birthday today.
but, whatever.
as there's like 28 more days and my birthday coming!
but, who cares?
nah, except me.
=P
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i'm offically Gravitation crazy fan.
ask me what question about them and i could answer it, CORRECTLY.
i want Gravitation VCDs and OVA for my birthday present!
or even Gravitation mangas also can!
waahahaha!
is Homosexual really very gross?
i always ask myself.
if yes, then why would they even want to make YAOI animation or stories?
they would even make a WONDERFUL YAOI love story like Gravitation.
GO PEOPLE WHO MAKE YAOI LOVE STORY!
but it's the truth.
even non-bisexual people also love to watch Yaoi animation.
I'm one of the non-bisexual and I love to watch Gravitation.
there's nothing wrong with it, right?
yup, nothing wrong.
i had even seen the worst anime before.
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my eyes were sore when i was in my cca.
god.
the FREAKING AIR-CON in the music room burned my EYES like crazy and i always need to go to toliet to wash my eyes to stop my eyes from burning.
but now, my eyes is better and i hate it.
why?
'cause IF I HAD SORE EYES, TOMORROW I DO NOT NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL AND GO TO THE WHAT DISABLE HOME!
but now, my eyes were okay.
crap!
i don't want to go to school...!
waaaaah!
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sianz.
i go do my homework now.
bye.

• 8:35 PM, Friday, July 20, 2007

...
watching Yami no Matsuei now.
today school celebrate Racial Harmony.
can wear home clothes.
i wear double layer as i get use to wear double.
lots of secondary one wear school uniform.
crappy...
but never mind, since it was their problem.
we do sewing until 9.10 something, and lesson start.
as usual.
i forgot to bring journal.
teacher got give chance because of Racial Harmony.
then nothing happen.
just the usual thing.
after art, went back hom and start to use computer.
use until now still did not shut it down.
maybe sometime the computer will burn.
hahas.
i had starved myself for like, 3 or 4 hours as my mum went out and at home nothing to eat.
i was like eating like crazy as i was very hungry and my mum ask me,
why do eat so many things?!
i say,
i had starve myself for so long then i'm hungry, so i eat more lo.
...
that was my mum's answer.
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i found out that i'm in love with vincent valentine from Final Fantasy; Hisoka Kurosaki from Yami no Matsuei and lots more.
i still like Daisuke and Satoshi from D.N. Angel, of course.
i would not betray them, for sure!
lol.
i'm crazy.
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what is it feel like, if my life is like a anime.
just any anime.
i would be overjoyed like crazy, i'm sure.
hahas.
i want my life to be animation-like, as animation was real fun.
take a example of Ouran High School Host Club.
isn't they're having lots of fun almost everyday?
life is boring...
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i do not have the odd ideas of killing myself now.
i don't know why, but the idea did not pop out like everyday in my mind now.
now, even though i was looking at my wrist, i do not have the feeling to cut it anymore.
i began to love my life.
ONLY A LITTLE TWINNY TINY LITTLE FREAKING TINY ONLY MIRCOSCOPE CAN SEE THE TINY bit of love in my life.
althought i hate my life, but i love singing and my school choir.
not more than anime and mangas.
^______________^
grin big infront of the computer, AGAIN.
maybe i'm already become crazy.
hahas.
yup.
i'm crazy.
JUST KIDDING!
MUAHAHAHA.
lol.
omg, i'm typing craps now.
nevermind, since no one want to read my post, so i'm ending here.
bye.

`*_ a little lonely, girl who found out life was wonderful now. Maybe not so wonderful. _*
+_HAYATE_+

• 5:50 PM, Wednesday, July 18, 2007

someone sent this thing to me and it was so funny, so i post it here.
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白羊座:
妈妈经常叮嘱羊羊： "穿裙子时不可以荡秋千；不然，会被小男生看到里面的小内裤哦！"
有一天，羊羊高兴地对妈妈说：" 今天我和小明比赛荡秋千，我赢了！ " 妈妈生气地说： "不是告诉过你吗？穿裙子时不要荡秋千！" 羊羊骄傲地说：" 可是我好聪明哦！我把里面的小内裤脱掉了，这样他就看不到我的小内裤了！ "

金牛座:
卖瓜小贩：" 快来吃西瓜，不甜不要钱！ " 饥渴的牛牛： " 哇！太好了，老板，来个不甜的！"

双子座:
妈妈叫双双起床： " 快点起来！公鸡都叫好几遍了！" 双双说： "公鸡叫和我有什么关系？我又不是母鸡！ "

巨蟹座:
公车上，蟹蟹说： "今晚我要和妈妈睡！ " 妈妈问道：" 你将来娶了媳妇也和妈妈睡阿？ " 蟹蟹不假思索：" 嗯！ " 妈妈又问： " 那你媳妇怎么办？ " 蟹蟹想了半天，说：" 好办，让她跟爸爸睡！ " 妈妈： " ！＠＃＄％︿＆＊（……—" 再看爸爸，已经热泪盈眶啦！

狮子座:
狮狮去参加奶奶的寿宴。到了吃寿包的时候，狮狮问：" 我们为什么要吃这种像屁股的寿包？" 众人听了脸色大变。接著狮狮拨开寿包，看看里面的豆沙，说：" 奶奶，快看！里面还有大便！" 众人晕的晕，吐的吐。

处女座:
处处对肚脐很好奇，就问爸爸。爸爸把脐带连著胎儿与母体的道理简单地讲了一下，说："婴儿离开母体之后，医生把脐带减断，并打了一个结，後来就成了肚脐。 " 处处： "那医生为什么不打个蝴蝶结？"

天秤座:
父亲对天天说： " 今天不要上学了，昨晚．．．你妈给你生了两个弟弟。你给老师说一下就行了。" 天天却回答：" 爸爸，我只说生了一个；另一个，我想留著下星期不想上时再说！ "

天蠍座:
蠍蠍刚睡著，就叫蚊子叮了一口。他起来赶蚊子，却怎么也赶不出去。没法，便指著蚊子说： "好吧，你不出去我出去！ " 边说边出了房间，把门使劲关严得意地说：" 哼！我今晚不进屋，非把你饿死不可！"

射手座:
射射： " 爸爸，为什么你有那么多白头发？" 爸爸： "因为你不乖，所以爸爸有好多白头发阿。 " 射射：…… （疑惑中）射射： "那为什么爷爷全部都是白头发？ " 爸爸：！＠＃＄％︿＆＊

摩羯座:
一天，羯羯跟妈妈上街；走在路上，突然下起雨来。妈妈拉过羯羯的小手，说：" 下雨了，快往前跑阿！ " 羯羯慢条斯理地问：" 那前面就不下雨喽！？ "

水瓶座:
瓶瓶问妈妈：" 问什么称蒋先生为『先人』？ " 妈妈说： " 因为' 先人 '是对死去的人的称呼。 " 瓶瓶说： " 那去世的奶奶是不是要叫『鲜奶』？"

双鱼座:
爸爸给鱼鱼讲小时候经常挨饿的事。听完後，鱼鱼两眼含泪，十分同情地问：" 哦，爸爸，你是因为没饭吃才来我们家的吗？ "
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end there.
english test finish today.
i do not know how to discribe it, but i don't know if i would pass or not.
nah.
i don't know.
just came back from friend house, as i must go to her house to do some things about PW.
then go to TM, buy some tibits and went home.
normal life.
nothing weird happening.
muahaha.
lol.
i'm getting crazier and crazier.
nah, not really.
but maybe i was.
never mind.
got to go now.
bye.

• 8:43 PM, Tuesday, July 17, 2007

hm.
nothing happening recently.
just start a Gravitation, Shuichi love story and post it in quizilla.
nothing changed anyway.
yup, nothing.
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today y english teacher gave back us our journal and tell us to continue writing.
tomorrow also have english test.
i do not care it.
i know that i would always just past, even i had study or did not study.
nothing had changed the fact.
-. - abandoning my old self, and live in my own world, not caring others or anything in this world. ^___^
make a big grin infront of the computer.
crazy, right.
haha.
not really.
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found out 3 nice animation just now.
the anime's name are:
1) Yami no Matsuei / descendant of darkness (sort of Yaoi, which mean homo-type, but nice.)
2) He is my master (a lame funny story,)
3) Samurai Deeper Kyo (a little hentai, which mean pervert, but bloody also. NC16, sort of.)
even though all of it was quite... lame, but nice.
watching Yami no Matsuei now.
it was about Shinigami thingy, and lots of things.
just start watching now, so not sure about it.
muahaha.
lol.
if you all want to know the story, go watch in youtube or other place yourself.
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still hate myself today, sort of.
today suddenly want to change my character.
from crazy-like characters into quiet, "emo" type of characters.
Nah.
i wouldn't success, would i?
i don't know.
wanna kill myself today.
not really.
may kill myself one day.
maybe, maybe not.
i always ask this myself, and my answer is always 'maybe, maybe not'.
if i got an alter ego (which i wish i got), it surely say, it's not the time for you to be dead now.
Nah.
i was day-dreaming only.
hope i was.
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not gonna write anymore.
good bye.
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the lonely, cold, girl wo avoids people. +_HAYATE_+

• 11:28 AM, Sunday, July 15, 2007

... life is meaningless.
nothing to do recently.
maybe just read fan-fic or watch anime.
or maybe go out with friends, watch movie and do other stuff.
or maybe surfing the net, finding songs or whatever thing you want.
well, life is still meaningless.
and it was boring too.
GONNA CHANGE URL.
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yesterday go watch Harry Potter new movie.
it was boring.
not really at the first but at the end, it was quite boring.
Sirius Black die too easily.
just get a spell named Abacadaba (did not know how to spell the spell, but is something like that.) and die.
crapppy.
i like the fight where Dumbledore fightning with Voldermort.
it was quite exciting, where got fire dragons and water came coming our of nowhere.
but it was still boring in the first place.
i hated the freaking new teacher.
she wanted to rule the school and do whatever she wants.
she sux to the hell!
i like the twin weasly.
they're fun, like Hikaru and Kaoru in Ouran High School Host Club.
i wonders, does every twin behave like that?
i mean in animation and other stories.
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recently fall in love with Cloud and Vincent Valentine from Final Fantasy VII.
Cloud and Vincent is handsome but i prefer Vincent more.
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lots of thing happened.
lots of people hated me, i agree with it, and i hate myself too.
everyone hate me.
i know that.
i do not know why, whenever i see my wrist, i feel like cutting it.
do not know why.
maybe is that i hated myself too much and i want to end my life.
maybe, maybe not.
i don't know.