• 8:35 PM, Friday, July 20, 2007
...watching Yami no Matsuei now.
today school celebrate Racial Harmony.
can wear home clothes.
i wear double layer as i get use to wear double.
lots of secondary one wear school uniform.
crappy...
but never mind, since it was their problem.
we do sewing until 9.10 something, and lesson start.
as usual.
i forgot to bring journal.
teacher got give chance because of Racial Harmony.
then nothing happen.
just the usual thing.
after art, went back hom and start to use computer.
use until now still did not shut it down.
maybe sometime the computer will burn.
hahas.
i had starved myself for like, 3 or 4 hours as my mum went out and at home nothing to eat.
i was like eating like crazy as i was very hungry and my mum ask me,
why do eat so many things?!
i say,
i had starve myself for so long then i'm hungry, so i eat more lo.
...
that was my mum's answer.
---
i found out that i'm in love with vincent valentine from Final Fantasy; Hisoka Kurosaki from Yami no Matsuei and lots more.
i still like Daisuke and Satoshi from D.N. Angel, of course.
i would not betray them, for sure!
lol.
i'm crazy.
---
what is it feel like, if my life is like a anime.
just any anime.
i would be overjoyed like crazy, i'm sure.
hahas.
i want my life to be animation-like, as animation was real fun.
take a example of Ouran High School Host Club.
isn't they're having lots of fun almost everyday?
life is boring...
---
i do not have the odd ideas of killing myself now.
i don't know why, but the idea did not pop out like everyday in my mind now.
now, even though i was looking at my wrist, i do not have the feeling to cut it anymore.
i began to love my life.
ONLY A LITTLE TWINNY TINY LITTLE FREAKING TINY ONLY MIRCOSCOPE CAN SEE THE TINY bit of love in my life.
althought i hate my life, but i love singing and my school choir.
not more than anime and mangas.
^______________^
grin big infront of the computer, AGAIN.
maybe i'm already become crazy.
hahas.
yup.
i'm crazy.
JUST KIDDING!
MUAHAHAHA.
lol.
omg, i'm typing craps now.
nevermind, since no one want to read my post, so i'm ending here.
bye.
`*_ a little lonely, girl who found out life was wonderful now. Maybe not so wonderful. _*
+_HAYATE_+